Monday, October 3, 2016

Why My Best Friend Abandoned Me

July of 2015, my older sister came to my parents with the hare-brained idea that God was calling her to go on a missions trip. Not just any missions trip, mind you, but the World Race (an 11-month missions trip founded by Adventures in Missions where the participants visit 11 countries and serve a month in each one). I overheard and tearfully but jokingly threatened her that if she ever went on such a long trip, I was coming with her. (Now, my sister has been my best friend ever since I can remember. We've argued, we've squabbled, we've gone through times where we were both seething mad at each other. But she's still my best friend.) And so it began. My sister began fundraising in August, had training camp in October, and left just after the New Year (as a side-note, she specially requested that we have a Lord of the Rings marathon as part of our New Year's celebration). I was devastated. My best friend. My sister. Was gone. Gone to visit places that I couldn't go with her. I selfishly convinced myself that she had abandoned me (yes, I have a bit of a flare for the dramatic), even going as far as to ask God (quite accusingly) why He'd sent my sister away [to help people who had never heard the Gospel, nor seen the love that Christ gives]. The turning point didn't come until I started to read the blog that she was posting from Central and South America (more recently, Europe and Africa) (you can follow her continuing journey here: http://carolyngibson.theworldrace.org/). Lives were changing radically, my sister's life included. And here I was, sitting at home, moping and being miserable. So I began really delving into the Scriptures. I wanted my life to change, too. I wanted to be able to experience the joy that she was experiencing. And I did. It didn't happen right away, it took a few weeks for me to relearn how to love reading my Bible, so to speak. But as I read and and continued to read, I came to absolutely love God's Word, because I learned what I've been told so many times... The Bible is and always will be relevant. I still miss my sister terribly. I still cry every time I have to say goodbye over Skype. But she's doing what God has called her to do, and who am I to say she shouldn't? She's still my best friend, as she will likely always be. And we're now both doing what God wants us to. But back to my sister. She's been through situations I can't imagine, from living for a time with her team, crammed in a filthy, bug and rat infested hostel in Chile, to meeting up with our parents in Romania (as part of the Parent Vision Trip, where parents of the Racers meet up with them for a week of ministry together) and serving with them in the poor communities there. She's served in 9 countries now, with courage, determination, and joy I'm astounded by. If you had told me a year and a half ago that this would be my sister today, I wouldn't have believed you. She's become a gentle warrior, if that makes sense. She's someone I look up to, because she mirrors Christ in her every-day life.
This deep thought isn't meant to be about me, or even my sister, really. It's about the impact that one can have when they are in God's will, going where He wants them to go, doing what He has called them to do. That being said, my sister is a living example of that, which is why she's my role-model.

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